starcrossed.

these are all just drafts, please do not
leave negative guestbook entries about them

secrets hide behind these eyes
you'll never know the horrors
i've watched everything you've done

you caressed her thigh and not for as second did you think of me
not of the love we shared, nor your consequences.

its my turn now boy you'll see my misery
you'll know the pain i've felt and more.

tell me tell me
tell me you want me
tell me tell me
tell me im the one

you wont tell me
you don't want me
you want everything
everything i'm not.

your fingers entangled in mine
everything seems to be right
but you can't see what lies inside

repressed love for one i once knew
hatred toward you for the things you do
you'll never know where you went wrong

i'll lie to your face about who i am
the real me you'll never know
she's a vindictive one and brings you misery
though she loves you so

Never gonna be good enough
don't klnow why i try
you're never happy with me
so i lower my head and cry

day after day we fight
you always come up with some lie
i clench my jaw so tight
then lower my head and cry

Bring the blade to my skin
it makes me feel alive
wonder if this pain will end
sweetie just lower your head and cry.

things aren't aways what they seem
take this life its all make believe
with pride and joy is how they gleam
as the litttle girl gives a tug to their sleeve

she calls for attention
she cries out loud
her soul and they're love
cannot be found.

i need you now (but where are you?)
i've needed you always
and when i need you most
you're never there (where are you?)

i need those words (need them need you)
"everythings gonna be okay"
ii know it won't but lie (lie to me, lie to me)
lie to save my life